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Groomed to have low expectations is an understatement for what majority of the world has to face on the daily. Your Environment, upbringing and general mindset will determine how you find your way home. Ask yourself, If everything in life has cycles, at what point should we review the cycles to see where there is room for change? Change that may seem uncomfortable but is necessary for growth.

Deciding that you require growth is the first step, this typically happens after getting dragged repeatedly but it is what happens when you get back up that matters. At some point you will get fed up with disappointment and things not going your way. This is NOT the only way to seek change, being agitated into your purpose will hold resentment towards your assignment. Based on how your were raised you may/may not operate in such a way that you are only motivated through adversity. I do not agree with living this way anymore. My old mind would allow me to operate in a belief that struggling bought strength, so it must be part of the process right?

Although your story is part of your process, I do believe that it is possible to be motivated by things that bring you joy, make you happy and aren’t forced out of you through chaos. For me, being in 2 minds about things often came from a resistance of change. Doing what I’m used to vs what will prompt growth (without conflict) is not easy. This is why it is my belief that this process requires solitude. People who aren’t aware of this shift in your mindset may cause you to feel abandoned or left out but that same solitude is where you gather your tools and explore better ways to win.

Part of the reason people fall off and you lose friends or family during this process could be because they are not actively aware of these changes taking place in your life and possibly resisting the new version of yourself you present to them and lastly, or they don’t wish to change themselves. Not everyone is comfortable with change, but it is happening whether we see it or not. Change is fed by our intentions and can go either way depending on where your mind takes you.

Think of this process like studying for a test, although study groups are nice if everyone is not there to study it’s a distraction from the process. This is why the company you keep, food you eat and things your listen to matter. They too are feeding into your purpose and will play a role in your process.

Coming home to self may feel like a lonely journey but that loneliness is also your protection. Everyone on your path won’t be a supporter so the solitude also plays a role in leaving behind codependent energies that keep you locked into low vibe relationships; it's survival of the fittest.

Being able to pass these test with self and others is your armor. By the time the people who feel negative feelings about who you’ve become are aware to your change it will be too late. The momentum that you built will be such a force that their attitude towards you will only serve as a mirror for their behavior and have no impact on your journey.

Fearlessly, see yourself and see the world for what role it plays from your perspective. 9/10 when you look up from the test you’ll see, you are already home.

I am my only competition. Already home, already with God, already in process, already happy. By the time you figure out who I am I’ll already be home.

Sunni

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